Its been half of a quarter since I joined the company. It was exciting: my employee number is 005; kewl boss; a small feasible organization. Until my previous training supervisor invited me to apply for a training post for a law firm. 

Seriously, boredom at work is killing me. It is very ironic because my average idle time is 5 hours daily. Wasn't this I was wishing for when I was on the phones with Dell and Virgin Mobile USA? Skills set given that I am very inclined with computers even without people bragging I am good at it, humbly I will attest that I am pretty darn good with it! 

Maybe this is just a reflection of being dynamic. Like a DHCP server assigning varied IP addresses to terminals connecting to it, static IP will not practically work. I just cannot be stagnant with what i am doing especially if I have been doing it for years and been doing repetitive tasks as if I was blindfolded and still make the job done swiftly. Reason I didn't apply in any banks (No offense meant :) 

Teaching people is my passion and computers is my expertise. Likewise the other training supervisor advised, "Why not both?". After Dell closed, it ruined my career goal so I practically needed to start over. Also, as from what I could remember, I always say that I am a person who thirsts for limitless knowledge with all interviews I have attended, and its true!

I am talking nonsense here. The MRT is full of people and I am typing this entry while trying to balance myself while being sandwiched by people surrounding me. I guess I just need to do something productive (other than Facebooking) while at work. Not in the mood for fiction. I will try to dig some edu-nerdy-technical stuff from my room. I miss Dell Library. I miss being a student.

While composing this blog post, I realized that the only professional training experience on black and white was with ICT other than else, all were computers. Like my former co-trainer said that it won't harm if I will not try it. It wont waste my time because I seriously need to overcome this underconfidence level when applying for job posts out of my professional league. 

By the way, half of my new room was already paved with tiles and the base of the cabinet was already assembled and nailed. I hope before July arrives, I will have my beautiful rest without the drilling, hammering and dust that hinder my beauty rest. 

Pardon me. I just badly need someone to tap-pat-tap me or maybe I havent found someone whom I share my insights with. Again, beautiful people think alike! Or an individual who can correct my grammar on this post and convert FUN into binary yet still be glamourous and fab! LOL. Just bored, demotivated, quiet and sleepless recently.


Mood: Bored
Music: Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love
Location: MRT North Bound

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