History has made it mark again!

This time I let him decide. According to him, given the facts, he doesn't want to pursue. Likewise I said, lapses and risk behavior bring circumstantial events - and there were tons.

We both have arguments, though his are still dug from the past, almost from the time we started this. I guess it falls under the foundation and the starting line or he just can't forgive what had happened yesterday.



Open poll: If somebody asks you to change for you, would it be fulfilling to change it for other or for yourself? Definitely for yourself, right? Its called meddling with your intrapersonal dilemmas. If he has so many issues and firmly believes that we do not meet even halfway of our wavelengths and kept on rubbing that we're not destined for each other, its like a brass band waking you up in the wee hours of morning.

I might be the most apathetic person on earth but this was honed due to what happened in the past. If I accepted him as he was and as he is, all in love is fair, I should be receiving the reciprocity of it and not be bombarded with cloud 9 expectations to be molded into a new individual based on his intentions.

As what I told Gus, this may not be final. But if I have intrapersonal issues, based on clinical studies and my belief, the most effective way to reprimand is within and literally if the other has self-inflicting issues, too, shouldn't he be fixing himself first than forcing the former to fix it for himself?